Evolution

Effect

It’s good to be back at home.

It feels weird being here with nothing to look forward to. As in, I won’t have Geelong Grammar School to look forward to going back to. All I have is my results waiting for me at the start of next year.

Home never felt better.

Good bed. Good sleep. Good food. Good tummy. Good everything.

I even found a good ol’ iguana infront of my car to brighten my day.

Home hasn’t changed much, which is good. I’m looking forward to my ‘AZN’ trip just around the corner, starting on Friday. These next two weeks are going to be a blast.

The only problem is that this means I won’t be updating over the next 2 weeks.

Not until I return.

Not that I have been updating much nowadays anyway.

Well, kinda, not really. You decide.

The picture above was affected by photoshopped. This was the red I intended to achieve by the end of my session.

This last thing wasn’t intended, but it sure does work out.

Airport Delight

I’ve heard people saying that Malaysian Airlines is going broke and that they have to cut back on production costs because they don’t have enough people using their services.

I don’t know. The check-in line here at the airport is as long as from here to Timbuktu!

But thanks to my trusty Enrich Silver card, I got to cut the massive line and jump straight to the front. Score!

I’m now bored as hell, sitting in a dodgy corner eating fries in Mc Donald. I keep getting awful dodgy glances by this lady in front of me.

She’s probably thinking to herself, “What a loser!”

:(

I don’t have the nifty free internet wireless connections her that you get in KLIA, so I’m stuck to only posting this tomorrow morning when I arrive back home.

Yes that’s right! I’m flying home tonight (or yesterday, considering I’m only going to post this up when I reach in KK tomorrow morning).

No worries though, I’ve got my fries to keep me company.

Yes, I love you too fries.

Well, the last few days in Melbourne have been a blast!

Not because I’ve been partying my ass off or anything (which I literally have not!), but the fact that the exams are over and I’m worry-less ‘til the start of next year.

…when my results are released.

I’ve already got plans of upgrading this blog into something new over the holiday, hopefully turning it into something greater that may indulge your overwhelming fullness of boredom.

I won’t mention anything else at the moment, but I will assure you it will make life a whole lot easier, for me and for you.

So embrace yourself for a journey of another.

This is Lluefer. Lluefer is addicted to Smallville. He could not get the box open, so he attempted to do it his own way.

The parodies of my life will not go to waste, you hear me?

It will not.

Strangeness

Curtains

Would having to clear my sight of vision from moisture every other second be considered crying?

Tomorrow is a most significant day to be marked in my life. On the 13^th of November, I will end my life as a school student, let alone leaving high school. The feeling of sadness and happiness are running through me like a wild bushfire, spreading into tip of my body sending chills and goose bumps all around me.

I woke up today firstly thinking about the fact that I have one more night left in this bed, in this boarding house, in this school ever in my life. Three years ago, when I first came, the thought of just reaching year 12 and being a senior at this place would only be a distant predicament.

Two more exams. One day left.

Is the grass really greener on the other side?

Today I also realised more than could’ve ever thought I could achieve. Mixed emotions run through me as I sit here thinking about the dos and don’ts I have done over the years.

I remember a faint memory of feeling like this 6 years ago when I left primary school. More clearly, I remember feeling like this 3 years ago when I left Malaysia. Now, déjà vu has hit me all over again, and I’m feeling just as nostalgic, just as melancholic as when I felt back than.

Maybe more…

I know that I will be missing this place. I know that I will grow out of this phase. I know that I will forget a lot of things in the distant future.

I know all this as a fact.

So just for memory, I’d do what almost everyone else would do and get everybody to sign a book or t-shirt that I would cherish for the rest of my life.

Whether they’d want to put a message along with it, which would be up to them.

So, I got the year 12s of 2006 in my boarding house to sign my little booklet

and the rest of the school to sign my shirt.

And as I sat here reading every single one of these messages today, I realised something.

I thought the thing that impacted me the most about being here was being in Cuthy – my boarding house, the roles I’ve been given and the responsibilities I’ve had.

But no – the most significant thing about being here was literally just being here.

What made me appreciate my life here in school was not the school, but the people I’ve met.

Once I leave this school, I won’t remember the ‘most popular’ person in this school, I won’t remember the ‘prettiest’ girl, and I won’t remember the ‘losers’ either.

What I would remember are the people who have sacrificed their time and effort to getting to know me; and me getting to know them. The people who I’ve shared countless laughters, endless conversations, everlasting smiles, and even the unbreakable silences spent together.

Mixed emotions are running through me at the moment, more heavily weighted on the sorrowful side.

I wish I could bring everything I have now side by side with me to my future.

I wish I things would be the same.

I do not have the words or the capability to say what I truly yearn to say, let alone to word it out on my blog.

I hope this last two words sum up everything and anything that has truly moved me.

Thank you.